Steve's Journal

Wed, 13 Sep 2006 17:46:49 GMT

Surely he took up our infirmities,
and carried our sorrows,
yet we considered him stricken by God,
smitten by him, and afflicted.
But he was pierced for our transgressions,
he was crushed for our iniquities;
the punishment that brought us peace was upon him,
and by his wounds we our healed.
We all like sheep, have gone astray,
each of us has turned to his own way;
and the LORD has laid on him
the iniquity of us all.

Isaiah - 740 BC

To say Jesus is in some sense God is of course to make a startling statement about Jesus. It is also to make a stupendous claim about God. The true God is not the god of philosophy or religion. We must not assume what God is like and then ask whether Jesus fits the description. We must allow Jesus and his cross to redefine our notions of God. God is not some impersonal, ultimate Absolute. He is not a deistic god who looks on the world he has made with indifference. He is not a God who must be placated through religious duties. Nor is he a lenient God who indulgently overlooks our rebellion and he suffering it causes. He is the God of the cross. He is the God who offered himself in love to reconcile us to himself.

Tue, 27 Jun 2006 19:36:01 GMT

http://www.trevelgue.co.uk/tariff.asp (for Melina)

Still don't know which beach, give me a while to do some snooping, but hey trust Brad, he's got it sorted

Surfing trip

Mon, 26 Jun 2006 15:24:33 GMT

For the attention of those who want to surf this weekend and keep asking me questions *melina*

My awesome surfing friend (Brad) from lufbra is doing a little surfing trip this weekend with some of his friends from home, although latest news from Jiggles is that his friends are lazy and he's having trouble getting them to go.

It's somewhere - Brad knows
The plan is to get there on friday evening and then just rent some board(s)and surf, staying at a campsite or sleeping in a car. As cars go Brad might be able to give a lift if his bunch is small enough, Tom Cardrick and Kyle King are probably up for it and have cars, pointless road trips is thier thing, Dave Barry? Gordo? I have no idea who wants to go. It should be cheap woo! Bring any skateboards you have too, there will be some of that too. Anyone who wants to come, tell me and we'll have a blast.

I'll update some more as I find out more info on who/what is going

Vote For me!

Wed, 24 May 2006 08:41:33 GMT

http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=ALHMBSA&key=QXR

Vote for me! Checks it out, it's me (as a merman) versus Brad (as a fairy)on hot or not! hahaha it's brilliant splaz!

Back to eng. mech.....

Freefest!

Mon, 01 May 2006 22:15:20 GMT

Man Freefest, how awesome! Crazy music festival outside Rigrutt fountain on campus, man it was splaz!
The church there giving free tea and coffee and biscuits, had some awesome fun there, plus the crazy black guy doing blues on his acoustic, had a massive dance in the middle of the crowd, dance off with Brad! Magic flying aero-ball, american football with wings flying everywhere, bundles most of the time. Take a break to study Jonah and then Dual Decay at 10, awesome! moshing hard to heavy heavy metal, was mad, made a new crazy friend. I mean cmon, toxicity by System, how hardcore for a mosh! no fractures, so its all good, even got a fart in there. Strobe lights + bezerk metal fans = pain. Met one of my lecturers while out street preaching on saturday too, he's gonna lend me a dvd tommorow! crazy! turns out he's awesome. Many a lecture to go, but not another 25+ hour week like last week *gasp*. Going to some awesome muslim guys house on wednesday, thats gonna get theologicalspalz.
*has advent children, many a watch in 2 days*

EVERYONE COME TO FREEFEST IN LOUGHBOROUGH NEXT YEAR

" When my life was ebbing away,
I remembered you, Lord,
and my prayer rose to you,
to your holy temple.

Those who cling to worthless idols
forfeit the grace that could be thiers.
But I, with a song of thanksgiving,
will sacrifice to you.
What I have vowed I will make good.
Salvation comes from the Lord."

Sun, 23 Apr 2006 11:07:15 GMT

Back home

The tree outside my window now works
So much work to do, but I just wanna jump on all my peeps! *works*

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 11:08:50 GMT

Well I'm gonna briefly mention some of my dealings with human kind, it was pointed out I havn't updated in 7 weeks...

Finally we're actually doing things with our holiday now, been night riding in teh Look out with Godo, and despite fear of a) cycling into a corpse and b) being eaten by bears drawn to the smell of meat crumbs, we survived our plunge into the deep forest, even found two other night riders, although it's always scary to spot anything that moves at night.
Today be a work day pfffft, seeing as it all gets going when I get back, and perhaps another visit to pizza hut..... Everyone should come to lufbra seriously it rules.
Tommorow = cycling to windsor (possibly topless) meeting Melina face (coz she rules) and having a bbq in the woods (to get food poisning)

Cats are evil, especially when they work in pairs to ambush my dog and scratch his face off.

Watched a film called saved! last night, a crafty swipe at religion where all the characters got worse and worse, and they magically got all better when they stopped focusing on religion and looked at life instead (with the birth of a new baby) message being, "it doesn't matter what religion you choose as long as you're happy and don't upset anyone" relativist, pluralist rubbish. I have to say most of the girls would have got a slap from me for getting christianity so wrong and turning it into a competition. weirdos

Got fudge from Windsor, tis good. Tom might drive us to Cardiff to see mr Lloyd.

We're gonna walk to Thorpe Park again this summer, anyone interested, only takes about 5 hours, plus we get to camp out and rely on the awesome power of male sense of direction (well we did take 2 hours to get to bagshot due to impenetrable wall of bushes, everywhere) plus more night riding, sign up now!!

Time to work, *wikipedia kicks booty for learning, lectures tend to suck* little adivce

Steve!

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 20:03:44 GMT

I'v been sooo busy, I have loads if work to do, but I havn't done an update in ages.
Iv been at a UCCF (thechristianunions) training weekend just now. There where some powerful, powerful things brought up. Since I can't be bothered to do most of them I'll pick one.

In this part of the world we expect life to be good.

Just think about it, don't we just expect that, and when we suffer we consider it an unjustice! How screwed up our thinking is. We should be thankful, for if God treated us as we deserve, we would all by wiped out. We live in a fallen world, and how we forget that living here.

The fact is that we live in the 10% of the world that is 'good'. In africa christians are openly persecuted. They are routinely tortured, involving pulling out of finger nails and beating with cattle prods, along with missionairies sent there, which often leads to martydom. Some who survived will never again be whole people this side of heaven.
When asked, an african christian will reply "Why would you expect it to be any different?". Just think about it.

Give thanks to God for the freedom we have! this does not just apply to christians.

I asked whats wrong with the world, and 'whats right with it?' came back.
What is right with the world - the world has fallen, yet so many put thier trust in things of this world.

Christ alone is worthy of our trust.
Jesus died on a cross 2000 years ago, there is no denying that, and he rose from the dead, there is more evidence for that then that Caeser exsisted!
Why did he die?
Who did he say he was?

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 15:46:56 GMT

Best answer gets a mars bar!

Whats wrong with the world today?

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 20:24:09 GMT

Hey guys! Iv not updated in a long while, but here's a questionaire to keep you amused!
I'd love for you guys to post your answers just to see what peoples think about stuff. opinions rock, so use yours!

1. What 3 words would you use to describe your life?
2. What single thing do you want to make absolutely sure you do during your life?
3. What do you believe happens after death?
4. Who or hat is God to you?
5. On a scale of 1-10 (1 rubbish 10 great) how would you rate people you know desires to know God?
6. On a scale of 1-10 how would you rate your own desire to know God?

Steve!

Update time i suppose

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 22:54:08 GMT

- After being severely raped by flu, I am all better and awesome-like
- Weekend away!
- David Hasselhoff Poster! a clever poster saying "Do you need a life saver?"
- A3 David Hasselhoff poster
- Bright yellow christian union baywatch themed hoodies soon!
- Exams are over
- Presentations are over, and I got good marks
- FES keeps on ruling
- I got mail!
- I have a new book, a demon writing letters to his nephew, nice C.S Lewis work
- Lie in tommoro
- Miss breakfast tommoro
- New semester, including lectures on fluids
- Weekend away
- Leave for weekend away tommoro
- David Hasselhoff in my window
- Weekend away
- It's cold up north
- I have yet to see a cow
- I have my sense of smell again

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 16:31:29 GMT

To realise my life long dream (as of just now) of drinking 100 cups of tea in a day, I'd need to drink a cup of tea every 8 minutes and 24 seconds.

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 14:21:46 GMT

New Year was absolutely awesome!!!!!!
(My interent broke, hence the late update + laziness)

I went to the Surrey's for an amazing party with peoples from the church and teens plus. Fun was had by all in the extreme. We played the kinda games that really are so much fun, but are often spoiled by playing with the family at christmas...

Pictionary and all the crazy question games, and balance on the exercise ball, which resulted in:

- A viscous two footed lunge at Beccy
- Bebe causing Ian's life to flash before his eyes
- Dan making a fool of himself with his lack of balance
- Tim and the Moore's whooping everyone
- Me being very falling off like

There was also twister on two mats, which made for craziness cubed. I won one game, and almost had my leg broken in another.

Fireworks!!!
You gotta love the skyflowers.
Nathan almost lost his face. Our firewors were dwarfed by others. Flaming fury rained down on the cars in the street and us.

Then wink murder!!! How can you get any better? How about mafia! The crazy game that took til 2. Ian betrayed me. Claire had a devious scheme to be the only Surrey left. Dan was smart and knew what was going on, so we immediatly hung him on suspicion of being too clever for his own good, and therefore part of the mafia.
I accused anyone who said anything. In the end they suspected and hanged me, even though I did an innocence dance and insisted on being an idiot. They thought I was bluffing.

I stayed for a while and hung out with Tim, Nathan, Bebe, Chramaine, Ian and Stuart for talking, or in my case mostly after eight eatage.

Then we all went home at 4 and went to church next morning.

Best New years ever!

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 22:16:12 GMT

I asked not to recieve any presents from my family this year, and for the most part it worked.

My mum bought me a new mobly phone handset, but I love my broken but working phone!
So I didn't get away with nothing like I hoped. I did get the only thing I wanted when I was fored to make a list which was a book by a very smart lawer guy who set out to disprove christianity as he was atheist and after 2 years of reserach became a church leader....
I am very happy indeed, my family listened to me and didn't get me much at all! wicked cool! A book, a phone, a goat (for an african family) and an Iron maiden hoodie, which I happen to have already, but it's old and worn. hehehe.

The part of the day I was most looking forward to, and was too excited to sleep because of was going to church in the morning. I had so much fun, I get to hang out with the Surreys and the Moores, so it just plain rules. I guess I'm probably the only one who was lying in bed last night barely able to contain myself because I was thinking of Jesus, and just wanted to run around and sing praise to him. I was just completly overflowing with happines and thankfullness, even more than usual tee hee hee.
I got a hat in the shape of a strawberry in my stocking, i'm not allowed to break the tradition and not have a stocking. I got up in front of the congregation and showed them my hat (children (and me) are allowed to come up and show their fave present). tee hehee

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 00:11:34 GMT

Silent night, holy night,
All is calm, all is bright
Round yon virgin mother and child.
Holy infant so tender and mild,
Sleep in heavenly peace.
Sleep in heavenly peace.

Silent night, holy night,
Shepherds quake at the sight,
Glories stream from heaven afar,
Heavely hosts sing alleluia;
Christ the Saviour, is born!
Christ the Saviour, is born!

Silent night, holy night,
Son of God, love's pure light
Radiant beams from thy holy face,
With the dawn of redeeming grace,
Jesus, Lord, at thy birth.
Jesus, Lord, at thy birth

Long night ahead...

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 21:35:44 GMT

Just a general what im up to now kinda thing:

I had 3 lectures, the went as lectures go, I have work to do but o well, there are more important things in life.
Judo for the first time in a while, due to slight finger breakage, but it was awesome to be back. It was a technique and fitness session, so no randoori.grrrr. We warm up to "sexy wrestling" now. I think our clu T shirts are gonna be pink, with sexy wrestler on the back. As was pointed out there's nothing sexy about it lol.

Cell was wickedsplaz of course.

Now im gonna be going to help Butler's cell. We're gonna be helping people in that hall out by offering them biscuits and tea when they get back from nightclubbing, so im gonna be up till like 3 or 4. They may be drunk, they may be abnoxious, but they're still loved by God, and we're gonna show them.
The focus is on just being nice, it's not an Evangelical outing this time, well it's kinda passive Evangalism, just being the candles burning in the darkness, as we always try to be.

Life's great, we should start a we love life club, with T shirts.

Today I am born

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 22:39:43 GMT

"Steve, we baptise you in the name of the father, the son and the holy spirit."

Not something that you hear over 100 people say in unison to you everyday.

Today was something really special!!

I was nervous all day, and I had good reason to be! Any way first off I had my family come up, and we ate in the harvester, 8 of them: Mum, Dad, Will, Grandma, Grandad, Craig, Auntie Susan and Margret. We ate, it was good, I was nervous. I actually met Ian there, having lunch with his family - he was one of the other 4 being baptised today.

The church service was shorter than usual, all about Noah's ark, and my non christian family got to see my church doing its thing.
The next bit scared the life out of me:- we will shortly be hearing the testimony of those getting baptised, and I was so worried!
Luckily they meant at Elim church center - where the baptism pool is, so I had half an hour to compose myself.
Nathan Moore made it with mr Tim Surry, I was really worried when he did't turn up to Open Heaven, but he pulled through.

Changed in the toilets into shorts and t shirt.

Now this was the scary part I was so nervous about We where called up individually and had to give detailed answers to- how did you become Christian? and why do you want to be baptised?
In front of about 200 people!!!! Church goers (all students) and my family and uni friends.
Luckily I went last and had time to listen to others stood at the back and compose myself.
All day I had been praying, and others had been praying for me, just that God's holy spirit would fill me, and I would say what I needed to say.

The holy spirit came through big time!
I stood up there, shorts and T shirt, in front of 200 people with their eyes on me and told them about myself, and my journey in God. Needless to say I was terrified!!!
I did however, with the holy spirit speaking through me make one hell of a speech apperently. Despite being so nervous I'v been told I spoke with real conviction, that I stirred up peoples hearts, that I put forward my faith so well.
I acknowldeged my family, I said although I wasn't raised Chrisitan I love my family dearly, and wouldn't want to be in any other fanily, that although my mum does'nt really understand, I love her so much.
I got one big cheer when I finished from everyone, probably because I answered the second question as:

" Just as Jesus was baptised before he started God's work, so must I before I start the work God has set for me. I want to go out there and tell the world, that Jesus Christ is my Lord, God and saviour and my life is dedicated to him, I want to show them the love that God has shown me and the difference it has made to my life and the difference it can make in everybody's life if we just trust in him!"

I was quiet impressed with the reaction I got, which tells me the holy spirit spoke through me and that I spoke words that people would go away and take to heart and think about. Of course none of this was my doing, it was all by the grace of God. Nothing I have done made me a good public speaker, it is all God working through me. Without him I am nothing, he is responsible for all that is good in me.

Having gotten the terrifying testimony out the way we all stood at the front and were prayed for individually. People just came up and said what they wanted to say.
James came up to me and read me 1 Timothy 4:12:

" Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for believer's in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity. Untill I come, devote yourself to the public reading of scripture, to preaching and to teaching. Do not neglect your gift, which was given you through a prophetic message when the body of elders laid thier hands on you.
Be dilligent in these matters; give yourself wholly to them, so that everyone may see your progress. Watch your life and doctrine closely. Persevere in them, because if you do, you will save both yourself and your hearers"

He told me that the first thing he noticed about me was my hair lol. But as he got to know me, he realised that I was someone that was not afraid to stand up and say this is the truth. That I had a deep understanding of what truth is, and I should keep to that, and tell others. That my knowlegde of the scripture has been a blessing to the cell group.

With four other people beside me, I watched and listened as people came up and spoke to them too. I was even happier about them than about myself. There was something so beautiful about it.

I was first to be baptised. I got in the waist deep luke warm water, just a pool cut into the floor of the room with all 200 people watching.
Nathan on my left and James on my right.
I stood facing Ness and answered the two questions:
1) Do you believe and trust in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Saviour?
2) Do you promise to follow and serve Him for the rest of your life?

I said yes to both, and was taken backwards into the water by Nath and James.
I did hear James say "get his hair in there!"
I came up to cheers and applause.
My sins had been washed away.
I had died, been crucified on the cross with Jesus, and rose again.

I feel so good!!!
I feel so clean - blameless and pure
I feel like I have only just been born
I feel rested
I am a new person, it's crazy.

I grinned from ear to ear at the beauty of it as the other four where baptised, it really was something amazing, with so many people there to support me.

Many, Many hugs and handshakes - many.
My dad and I had the biggest hug ever, we both cried. He just said how proud he was of me.
A lot more hugs and handshakes from all my friends here from the church that I love deary, and my family.

I got cards from loadsa people, and my cell, a necklace from James in my cell. It was so amazing!
I have photos, curtesy of JT too!

My cell, and Nath went to Pizza Hut too, to celebrate the best way I know. Cold walk there though!

Im still going over it all in my mind.
The biggest day of my life!

Someone should tell me how to get piccys on here! I have some

A good day!!

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 14:15:12 GMT

Mmmmm porridge, I said to myself as I ate breakfast. Despite not having the lie in, or rest I wanted over a very busy weekend porridge, and indeed breakfast in general is always a cause for celebration. The best news ever occured when I arrived for my lecture quadrawhammy startign at 9, that is 4 lectures of an hour each, back to back in the same room - blimey. It was cancled! someone left the skylight open all weekend and the room was maxi flooded. Mwhahaha!!` All my lectures cancelled, a full day off! (Ignoring the work I'v been doing) It's so cool!
Iv been celebrating by skipping everywhere and rocking/dancing/wiggling to Avenged Sevenfold in my room. Lucky other people still had lectures on, they think i'm strange enough as it is. I did my washing, it came out of the tumble dryer really toasty, so I ran around excitedly, then took it back to my room and lay on it. Warm, toasty XD, was so nice.

Alpha laters! That makes my mondays. Free food (I eat at hall still anyway) I eat so much...
The church welcome meal yesturday was coolmax! I love the people there, love them to bits XD. I'm getting more and more people to come to church..... hehehee.

oooo Salsa breakdown - Avenged Sevenfold rule, bongos away!!! (flings hair around)
I can't be bothered to work, it's the first year cmon!

Scogui Team building tommorow!! All they do is play childish games, it's my thing exactly!!!

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 17:11:03 GMT

I had the most amazing day yesturday and I want to rant about it, because days like that are worth remembering.
Night before = pizza + bed at half 1. Score.

The moment I woke up gave God a big thumbs up and grinned from ear to ear. I got up at 7 to be at a prayer breakfast by 7:15. I was tired and yawning. I found the best breakfast ever though! Get some toast, butter it, put apple slices on and sprinkle with brown sugar. Yum yum. Through the prayer afterwards I completly felt energised, the holy spirit was with me through the whole day!
It's great when it happens, you can't stop smiling, you're friendly with everyone enerywhere.

I went back and got so much work done without feeling overworked, but happy and productive. I talked to random people good at lunch, mentioning alpha a lot.
CAD was awesome, and I got an A* in my coursework and finished my second piece.

FES, the christian union I go to was awesome. I had a talk with Abbey afterwards and shared my views good. She is really on the same train of thought as me. hehe I inspired her.

It was amazingsplaz

Learning time....

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 16:34:18 GMT

I'm being baptised in two weeks, but what does that actually mean? This is the info I was sent. I already knew that it is going to be the most important day of my life yet, and I am really nervous. Have a read and see why I say it is the most important point of my life yet:

Baptism

Baptism is a sign of initiation into the lifelong journey of following God. It confirms someone’s decision to follow Christ-a fundamental part of the conversion process. Baptism has been central to the practice of the church right from its start eg Peter’s instructions on the Day of Pentecost were “Repent and be baptised” (Acts 2: 38). Jesus himself was baptised and set the model for us.

Nowadays, many people see baptism as a nice cultural thing to do when a baby is born. However, it is clear that the Bible’s teaching on baptism is something that happens once an individual has made a conscious decision to follow Christ – this is obviously not something that an infant can do. It is more biblical to have a thanksgiving to God for a new baby, but allow them to get baptised as a result of choosing Christ for themselves.

At Open Heaven, we do baptisms by full immersion as this was the normal mode of baptising in the New Testament. The actual word ‘baptise’ means to immerse, to saturate and to submerge. There is also great symbolism in full immersion baptism – a dying to past and sin, being buried with Christ and then rising again with him out of the waters into a new life. Rom 6: 4

The use of a lot of water is also symbolic of the cleansing work of the Holy Spirit that happens on the inside-the forgiveness of sins Acts 22: 16 “Get up, be baptised and wash your sins away, calling on his name”

Baptism is the outward expression of an inward faith – in itself it does not bring salvation, it is rather a mark of discipleship. It is a chance to ‘go public’ about the decision to follow Christ. It provides a chance to give your testimony to friends and family and is a declaration to stand up and be counted for Christ.

Some common questions

1. If I'm a Christian, do I have to be baptised?

As we read the Bible we see that baptism is a very clear command in Scripture for us to obey. Jesus himself was baptised before he began what God had sent him to do. Surely we should do the same? Baptism is a great thing - the start of a new life with a clean slate with Jesus being our Lord and friend.

2. I was Christened as a baby or confirmed as a teenager. Isn't that the same?

When we are christened as babies, our parents are thanking God for their new child, and the priest prays that God will take care of the child as they grow up. Confirmation is a Church of England tradition that is a further commitment to living God’s way. Both christening and confirmation can be useful indicators of a desire to follow God, but neither are mentioned in Scripture and they are not the same as baptism.

Practical details
We use another church’s baptistry, or we hire out a swimming pool at the end of a Sunday gathering. At some point in the meeting you will be asked 2 questions to help you share your story of faith in Christ. Please think about your answers to these questions. It really helps people to have their answers written down on paper to look at. Try to be concise in your answers and time yourself beforehand to ensure it doesn’t go over 5 mins. If you would like someone to read through what you have written beforehand, just ask Ness or your cell leader.
1) How did you become a Christian? (This answer can be structured into 3 parts-1) what was life like before you became a christian 2) What was the moment/process of you accepting Jesus’s work on the cross for you individually
2) Why you want to be baptised now?
3) What have been the changes since?

We will then give an opportunity for people to pray for you. After that everyone walks round to the church/ swimming pool where you will have a chance to get changed. (Remember to bring a towel with you and ask someone to be your ‘towel person’ who is ready with it as you come up out of the pool.). N.B. People will take photos or video parts of the meeting & your baptism. (If you particularly don’t want us to video your baptism please let us know so we don’t record it.)

We are quite happy with you to ask two special people to actually baptise you - perhaps people who were instrumental in you becoming a Christian, or have helped you significantly grow in God. There is nowhere in the Bible that says only leaders can baptise, in fact the Bible specifically calls all Christians ‘priests’ 1 Peter 2:9. As you stand in the water, with your two friends either side of you, one of the church leaders will ask you 2 questions:
1) Do you believe and trust in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Saviour?
2) Do you promise to follow and serve Him for the rest of your life?
After saying a big ‘yes’ to these 2 questions, cross your arms over the front of your body and the 2 either side of you will say together: ” Your name, we baptise you in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit”. Take a deep breath and relax as you will be taken backwards into the water and then brought up again-probably accompanied to everyone clapping and cheering!

Before getting Baptised.....a check list!

Think about all the areas in your life (e.g. friends, family, jobs, money, possessions and your own plans) and ask that Jesus would come first in them from now on. What are the areas of your life that you want to leave behind, or burdens that you want to let go of? Write them down in a list, share it with your discipler or cell leader so they can pray with you and throw it away after your baptism.

Make the most of this opportunity to tell your friends and family about Jesus and your decision to follow him - invite them to come along to your baptism! It might be the only way that some people would ever come to church.

Baptism is an end to your past and a spring board into your Christian future!

Home adventures

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 14:06:32 GMT

Well Ok it wasn't so much an adventure, but it kinda was. I conquered the evil trains trying to trick me into going to Chiswick instead.
I made a random friend, after spending some time exploring the entire length of the train of mystery I was on.
Claire met me at the station, so I didn't have to walk home all alone, and get mugged by the chav anti flower and pink squad.
I didn't tell my mum I was coming home at all, I just sprang some flowers on her (from the flower shop near the sock shop - obviously to counter the foot smell) and she was so very suprised, she cried. Job's a gooden. I had to talk to my family lots, untill 3 in the morning, and I was tired after man. Tech., hehe I made a thingy, that has no real use at all, but I made it! hehehe, all the calculations so I could put it in the bender (snigger) and use the pneumatic gizmo that had a long hose you had to attach by pulling on the end a bit (bigger sniggers).

Bracknell is just the same, thats awesome really, except we have new carpets so I was disorientated somewhat, as carpets are a navigation tool in the home. My little woofy gave me a mega whack welcome.

I saw loads of people on the saturday, sorry not everyone I wanted to see but a weekend is so short. Sarah's reaction of jumping and almost falling over was the best ever... I didn't know I was that exciting...
The whole day was see people, with hardly any time to rest, which I like!
I had a complete phsyco moment to, the kind you get locked up for. I set myself off laughing manically for 10 minutes, tears of laughter. I was very thirsty and unable to drink, funny for reasons unknown.
I forced Claire to watch a guy get melted by something over and over again. Cube is such a cool film.

All nighter that night, had the guys over once more. Smash bros. never ever gets boring, and mario kart rules somewhat too. I ate pasties and drank tea. Good times. The trip to the all night garage for food supplies at ridiculous o clock in the morning meant there were no other drivers on the roads, and so the task of driving was shared between Tom and Kyle, with leaning over and steering. Crazy dangerous - crazy fun. Everyone should drive at night, it's great.

I scrounged 4 hours sleep when Kyle had to leave to go airport at 5. Great Hollands free church is not that exciting, there was only 1 guy vagely my age.
I went to Sarah's too, where there was final fantasy, something missing from my uni life somewhat - with me not having a tv and all. It was all good, even in my tired state.

Roast dinner! Major wicked cool after hall food for so long.

It was so very sad to leave again so soon. My fear of falling asleep on the train was not a worry, I somehow spent the entire journy reading without a break, which I cant do when I am fully rested.

I apolagise for the amazing briefness of it all, I have work that needs to get done, unfortunatly.

Anyone who wants to visit so can, theres all sorts to do here........really........

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 21:32:57 GMT

I'm coming home this weekend!!! arrive friday at about half 8 and leave sunday about 5.
So if anyone wants to see me (unlikly) just say! (dont tell my mum, its a suprise)
I get to see my doggy!
I drew a helicopter today - the work I had been putting off for ages, due in for thurs. It turned out looking ridiculously un-helicoptery, so my drawing ability hasnt improved at all i'd say. It kinda looks like a sausage.
I'm writing an article for Label (the student union mag) which a lot of people tend to read when they have nothing better to do. It's about christian life at uni, basicly explaining that faith does not restrict you, it in fact gives you so much. I tried to get James (english student) to do it, but he refuses and makes me write it because it was my idea grrrrr. I'm no good at writing, but I do my best, it'l turn out exactly how it's expected of me.

There is a small possibilty that I have broken the third finger on my left hand doing judo. I say small because I have a good idea of what a fracture feels like, and I don't think it is a fracture, but I'll have to wait till morning to be sure. Probably just massive swelling, means I miss out on judo tommorow! poopie!

A huge triumph today was me conquering my fear of the washing machine, and washing my clothes! Victory! however all my clothes are hanging in random places in my room now. It's like walking into a tumble dryer, they're everywhere.

I plan to use the condoms I got in my welcome pack as handy water balloons, for pracical joke purposes, if anyone can reccomend a better use for them I'm all ears.
They do look quiet alien when filled with water to the point of bursting (A level Physics).

I need some Bracknell feedback!
Whats happening there guys?
It feels like it should have changed so much by now.

Nathan Moore's gonna be one of the people baptising me. Cool.

Weekend fun

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 19:49:41 GMT

I had an awesome weekend, camping has an awesome refreshing effect on me, despite me sleeping less, in a cold field.
Scogui is full of extremely awesome people, which means it had the biggest smile/time ratio out of all my uni wekends. Mark's a babe, so's Rich, plenty of homo-erotasism in there....
Brewer who has a veryshort hair/bald head got a massive handprint on the back of the head whilst we played football, Rich had been hand painting. It was so very funny, he washed his head for a full 45 mins to get it off. I laughed.
Ed decided to climb out of the bouldering (minirock climbing)area after we were locked in, except it was cable tied at the bottom, so he was caught inbetween a wooden wall and a mesh, we threw shoes at him, and laughed- again!
The pads in the bouldering area called for silly things XD

Good old camp fire singalong. The black hole - where some groping did take place. Basicaly a wooden maze that you crawl through, but the doors close so you cant see anything at all. Hard hats were worn. There was a lot of us getting so very very lost. We all followed Rich, but we lost him, our team got out, then we heard him scream I'm lost!!, we laughed very hard again.
Ed battered Brewer with a stick in the dark when he nicked everyones shoes. I rocked at mountain boarding too, I didnt fall off, except when I trumphantly boarded all the way to the mess tent, only to dismount and fall over the slippery grass when the board was stationary.
The assualt course was hardcore muddy, my hair prevented extreme hadcore speed as when it's not in a hat it covers my eyes. Crawling through muddy tunnels too.

I can't possibly describe the fun of it. The guys there are on David Lloyd level craziness in thier own ways, I love it. Poi is a big thing here. I got bundled too. Someone groped me in the dark.
Runouts in the woods too. Man that weekend rocked too much, too much, it was a shame to get back.

I havnt actually had time to wash since I got back at half 3, having church and drinks(diet coke for me) at the EHB with Scogui.

I'm being baptised in three weeks, on sunday 13th November, about time really. They say that you change so much when you go to uni, I was hoping it would be wrong for me, I was happy as me, but after 4 weeks I can see that i'v already changed. For the better I'd have to say, my faith has never been stronger, and I know that I'm supposed to be here and God has given me the job of spread his word around this campus. All my reading of the bible and being fearless of others opinions has prepared me for the task at hand. I see it as the purpose of my life so far, to prepare me for this.
I'v taken it on myself to show as best as possible a good example of christian life and rightousness (but I am not perfect of course) whilst evangilising and dedicating my life to my saviout Jesus Christ. It's hard but, it's why I'm here.
I am getting deeply involved with the christian unions and student church. I gave a speach about a verse - the parable of the sower at my cell group, as God had told me it was appropriate and one of the cell leaders did take me to the side and tell me what I already knew, that God has given me this gift and purpose. Many, many things have underlined for me this new found purpose.

For me Christ is life, and to die is to gain.

God is life, I want to share it with everyone I can, not everyone will agree with me, as the parable says. If anyone is interested I will talk to them about it, or just generally interested in why I bother, and why the hell should they.

Christianity is not about rules, we are never more alive than when we embrace Jesus as our Lord.

This entry does exagerate things slightly being written, I am still me. I won't preach to you guys constantly when you see me, there is more to it than preaching, I live a rich and rewarding life in God.

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 08:45:43 GMT

Damn it's raining hard, crape, I wouldn't mind that much if I weren't leaving for a camping trip tonight! Looks like a weekend in the rain, in a field somewhere. The implications of this are I will have to work out how to/gather the courage to wash my clothes. grrrrt. Well I leave at 6, the weather will have defnatly cleared by then (right?) Thats after 2 computing sessions (ghey), aircraft systems lecture and a drawing lesson. Now this isnt the fun artistic drawing, it's mm perfect drawing helicopters. I don't believe I have to draw a helicopter! Last week was - practise printing the alphabet!
Curse the rainingness.
I'm Judoing again, which certainly is a workout. Blood and sweat, I dunno why its so addictive, it just hurts. I'm not really that gracefull either, and its all about grace lol.
Haha, it reminds me, Sarah tripped over her laptop, thats just comical.

I missed out on porridge this morning, bumfluff. I had a fried breakfast AND cereal today to make up. Pants muffin, I have a drawing lesson in 20 minutes.

I won't be able to do any work over the weekend again! I need to get stuck in hardcore, unfortunatly. It really dawns on you that I have 4 years of this, and it's only gonna get harder. It's like this course is my life. Boner - thats no good. I shouldv chosen an easy subject, like geography or basket weaving.

Gotta get ready to go now....

woot

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 13:45:11 GMT

Claire came up for the weekend which was awesome, plus I feel like I'm at home here now (almost)but Bracknell is still the centre of the universe. hmmmm we should really do it up a bit then. My hall mates all thought that Claire was my sister since we look a lot alike. Never heard that before. HA.

Wow that was just some extreme rocking out, I got Valley of The Damned!!!!!! It rules my world. Dragonforce = awesome. New album = Inhuman Rampage, which just sounds so so good!!!

I have Judo tomorow, I hope I can still remember it, I stopped in yr 12. The guys are beefcakes, I'm gonna get bounced around being so girlishly meek. Hehe I have a stylish pink hoodie.
It's s not fair, all my friends from home have doss courses, even Jimmy doing Chemistry! He called me last night, it was a sexy conversation. I was half asleep so it seems like a magical dream....

The fire alarm went off at 6 this morning grrrr. damn drills. Luckily I collapsed on my bed fully clothed, as the noise really disoreintated me, it was brain rapingly loud. I walked into my sink and fell out into the corridor. If I hadnt been clothed I would have just wondered out naked like. It was dark and we had two minutes to get to the field which is a minute walk away! It was so surreal everyone was out of thier rooms immediatly and walking calmly in perfect lines in the dark and fog. Even more surreal coz I just went to bed again after being told all about fire safety, which no one took in obviously. It was a day in its own right coz it went get up, do something, go to bed.
Getting naked urges again. Crazy.

Have lots to do, but I can't be bothered right now. Curse you CAD.

Hehe going camping with the university scouts this weekend, mountainboarding woot!!

The squriels here can make you watch them for half an hour, its crazy, they're really staring thier plan for world domination obviously!! We should prepare our anti sqirrel bats.

I'm not tripping over my hair yet, it sucks.

Anyone wanna come visit? There are some crazy people here, but by thier nature you have to look hard because they tend to beon quests during the day and night and sleep in the intermediate time between two trees.
The library's sinking, it has too many books, the librarians are frantically throwing loads of books into recycle skips out side, its hilarious.

The comedy night was brilliant. The guy really ripped it out of one of the guys at the front, which was funny for everyone but him really, in a nice way. snigger dungeons and dragons.

I can't get into the towers dammit. Iv been trying to get in so I could race the elevator up the stairs between lectures. Damn unbeatable card swipe door!
Tallest building in Lecestershire you know.

Nathan Moore's down here!! it so rules. He's in Leicster, but Tim (Surrey)gives me lifts to church down there. Had a great friday night staying in Frank's house in Leicster untill half 2 in the morning, I don't even know Frank! University can be crazy.
The campus is just as busy at weekends at 3 in the morning as 3 in the afternoon. Crazy Students, go to bed.

Im getting really lazy. I wake up at 8:20 now a days, go to bed before midnight and have afternoon naps. It's just a phase I'm sure, like when I put all my books in the freezer during the holidays.
Dragonforce rock my socks.
Hows Bracknell everyone??